will someone do me a big favor?

... and make a new blog template customized just for me? :D I'm really bored with this template. sigh... :(

the story of a girl

I...

• am fickle-minded.
• love my work.

but i... hate my company.

• know I’m good in what I’m doing
• love to cook.
• am attracted to guys who can cook.

but i…could be a better cook.

• love the color yellow.
• love flowers and butterflies (especially when they are a mix of red and yellow).
• love receiving flowers.

but i… don't like red roses.

• like the full moon.
• like to look at the stars.

but i… don’t like the dark.

• like my hand/s to be held by people i love.
• love being hugged and to hug.
• love it when someone calls me "my friend".
• love it when someone tells me "i love you" (even if i may laugh a bit after hearing that... :D)

but i… find it hard to say “I love you”.

• love to be loved and to love.
• love to be committed to someone.

but i… would always choose my friends over "my guy", if i have to choose.

• am conservative and old-fashioned most of the time.
• believe in courtship.
• love "haranas".

and i… will never make the first move.

• like to take care of people (mother-hen tendencies).

and i… love to be taken care of.

• am competitive.
• am not used to not have it my way when i'm dealing with a guy.

but i… will yield to someone i love.

• always try to please people.

but i… will never "kiss-ass".

• find it hard not to care when i do bad things.

but i… can really be bitch.

• will never start a fight.

but i… wish i could slap somebody and kick a guy's groin (hihih!).

• am complicated.

and definitely there's no other word which can describe me best.

hataw na!

i really miss dancing. i miss the attention, the praises, the fans, the cheers, the great performances and the admirers. ;) The adrenaline rush, the aching muscles, the broken ankle, lots of bengay, the sweat, and having an excuse to wear something really weird.. paired with the weird hairdo and make-up! Hehe! And you know what i miss most..., eating like a growing boy, those sweets, hi-carb and hi-calorie food... and not gain even a quarter of a pound! Tsk! I wonder when i can be like that again... :( Of course, i miss the unexpected perks, like staying in the room with True Faith, to be invited to perform in some event and be paid for it, and the 30000 pesos prize money that we won from the Bayle competitions (by YFC). Imagine doing something you really love and not expect to gain from it, and yet great things still come your way.

This Bayle pic was taken after our GREAT performance. hehe! you may recognize faye, of course, justine's soon to be husband, george and our housemate lorie, who some people, like alekos may recognize. hihi!

This is our last dance gig. Ooohh i forgot, i miss doing weird (kuno, angas) pics also! :p

I don't want to dance because of the money or fame i could get from it. I dance to make my soul happy. Somehow, i draw a great sense of contentment just from being able to do the steps and to, (which i know i can really do), dance gracefully. Kaya, kung may alam kayong dance class or something, sabihan nyo ako. hehe!

He's here!

The much awaited baby of Mark and Hannah is finally here. And I can't get enough of him. Now, if only i have a boyfriend, i'll ask him to marry me now so i can get one like this. >:]

anticipation

I can't wait for Han and Mark's baby! It's going to happen later or tomorrow (deadline na bukas di ba?). Take care you guys! i love you! mark, dont forget to call me ASAP, ok? :P Update: (june 30, 11am) I just called mark and he said they are on their way to the hospital. I'm so excited i cannot work anymore. i'm thinking of how i'm going to get there and calling people who can go with me. Please pray for Han and Baby Samuel for a safe delivery. :D