this is the mind of a sakura
especially made for my rantings in life and those songs i just cannot get out of my head
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
bold move?
everything around me seems to change too fast that i can't decide if i'll accept them or not. apparently, i'm the only one stuck in this world that i used to share with a lot of people, those who i love most. village ba, kamo??
i just can't keep up. and now, all that has become of my life seems to be... worthless... nonsense. game over.
i need to start a new life. i need to start fresh. and to do that, i think i have to go far, far away. i need to forget the old routines, untie strings and let go.
sounds like a plan, di ba? but how the hell am i going to do all of these?!?! it's really harder than you think... especially if you've always feared being alone. hindi ko ata kaya e, pero kelangang gawin...
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honesty, i used to envy people who seemed to have hit their rock bottom, coz really, they're in for a big refresh... there's nothing else left to happen for them but a big change. It's ok cherry. I can't give you any definitive advise, coz really, in the end, tayo rin talaga ang magdedecide kung ano gagawin. But that doesn't mean you are alone. We're here with you. :)
ReplyDeletepag umalis ka, sama ko ko. kelangan ko na rin ng restart button eh.
ReplyDeletehmm... i feel the same way sometimes...
ReplyDeleteparang you want to go away to be free of all those preconceived notions about you, to be able to...recreate yourself w/o someone going "wushuuu" in the background...
i agree w/ mark, people who hit rock bottom have a chance to really change for the better (was supposed to write a post about kinda realted to it, kaso as usual, tinamad ako tapos naglaro nalang ako ng pc... hehe)
wushuuuu.
ReplyDeletein other words, gusto ko nang tumira sa lugar na malayong malayo kay jem... hehe
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