Tuesday, May 02, 2006

the way it goes

funny how nonsense conversations become serious... teasing leads to truth and before you know it, it comes crashing down at you. hoping you never asked the question in the first place and wondering if you really wanted to know or not. analyzing if knowing is better or worse. and though you know you're not being logical, you still can't rid yourself of the emotion brought by it. laugh all you want coz that's the only fair thing you can do. now whenever that thought passes by, you're electrified. can't tell if you're mad or disgusted or hurt. wondering if you should just cry or if it's better to scream and hit the wall just to lift that heavy feeling off your chest. hmm... worst, the more you try to NOT think about it, the more you think about it!!! mind over heart but you're going crazy.

3 comments:

  1. hay, i kinda know the feeling. Crazier if its your own curiosity that led you that far. haaaaay. there are times nga na ignorance is bliss.

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  2. i disagree mister.. i think knowing is more important, kahit masakit sya.. may closure..

    .... and knowing is half the battle.. geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee aaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy dyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

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  3. sabi nga sa grey's anatomy...

    "A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today... Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying. "

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