one of those days

i really try not to rant or be so pathetic in blogs anymore. maybe that's why i don't blog anymore. but i'm having one of those days, where i feel pathetic already anyway. so what the heck? i'm hoping writing it will help me make me feel better. i just have to let it out right? and is there a better audience than xxxx strangers in the world wide web? well.. no. i still don't feel better. okay, let's just try again tomorrow.